1. what makes life


  2. 6 Reasons why you should start your own organic garden

    1. It makes you smile and excited seeing the first sign of life growing from that seed you planted a few days ago.

    2. It teaches you patience. We all know we need that in this crazy-everything-instant world we live in.

    3. They attract butterflies and bees and add beauty to your home.

     4. You can fart on them all day everyday and they won’t get offended.

    5. You get free food. One that’s also free from chemicals. 

    6. And lastly, coz it’s fun!


  3. "It’s nothing personal. I’d love to hangout but I kinda need to hangout with myself for a while✌️"

  4. WTF am I doing, writing this at 1 in the morning. Also, I don’t proofread so this one’s just all over the place ha!

    This past year I’ve just learned a few things about myself. I know you’re probably thinking “dude, you’ve been alive for 19 years! How do you not know yourself?”. And I’ll probably answer you with my middle finger. No I’m just kidding. Or not. Haha. See, back in gradeschool we used to take personality tests or aptitude tests (think divergent hah!) or something. And my results were always intrapersonal (or something like that). I used to think it was such a lame result. My classmates were more into musical, dancing, logical, interpersonal, artistic side. And I’m the i-like-to-be-with-myself kind. The lonewolf. The loner. I’m not gonna lie I used to deny it all the time. I used to think those tests were stupid coz they made me feel different from the rest of the crowd. Only for a little while though because I was 12 and didn’t take that shit seriously. I continued to live my life but somehow that feeling of in denial was buried deep down inside my freakin stomach or some part of my anatomy. Hah! Anyways, I got to highschool and moved on with my life. I remember back then I was always in a hurry to go home after dismissal. I’d tell my friends that I’d be fetched early even though it wasn’t really true. I just really wanted to sit in the chair near the guardhouse alone and wait for the driver to come pick me up. There were times when I’d be fetched really late and my friends would see me (trying to hide from them hahaha) and they’d be like “oy din you’re still here. I thought you were going home early?” And I’d be like ☺️☺️☺️ hehhehe. I never really understood why I was acting that way, not till I got to college. The beautiful world of the interkernet gave me answers. Answers I’ve been wanting to know. I can picture you saying “The internet’s been here for a long time. How could you have possibly gotten your answers just now?”. Again, middle finger. Hahahha. I had just recently (and I mean the past 2-3 ish years) come across the word introversion and started reading articles about it. And I found out that that is exactly who I am. I found out that I am not alone. I am not alone in being alone. Hooray! There are people out there who are just like me. People who love being with their own company. People who enjoy silence and solitude. People who enjoy staying home and doing nothing for the weekend. I found out that I am not weird, that I am not a loser for wanting to stay home all the time, that just because I don’t go out that much doesn’t mean I have no life, that I’m not a fucking killjoy, that it’s not true that I don’t know how to have fun. Reading those articles helped me understand who I am and has somehow put things in perspective. I’ve gotten to know myself a little better now, probably not fully but somehow. I don’t expect people to understand though, hell I don’t even get it myself sometimes. I’m just happy knowing that it’s okay to want to be with yourself, that it’s okay not to want to go where everybody else is, that it’s okay to be an introvert.

    So hey if you’re an introvert like me, dude high five✋! Also, you’re okay ;)


  5. Lifehouse plays in the background

    I sit in a rust covered chair at the second floor of my house that’s overlooking a scarecrow-guarded-maya-infested ricefield while the cool winds brush against my skin, giving me the chills and possibly gas passing urges. I watch from afar, the little boys flying their kites on a late summer afternoon. Yes! Summer is upon us. It has finally graced us with its awesome presence, reminding us that the beaches are prepped, the swimwears screaming from our drawers begging us to let them see daylight and that we can kiss school goodbye for a good two months. Summer has always been my favorite season, given that I live in the Philippines and we only have two seasons: wet and dry. I love the rainy season too but that would have to be in a different post. I remember when I was younger I used to beg my parents to let me and my brother (it was just the two of us then) go out and play what we thought (and still think) were (are) the coolest pinoy kids games with our 20+ kid neighbors. Bato-lata, bahaw-bahaw, buwan-buwan just to name some some. I remember asking my mom for money so that we could buy halo-halo as afternoon snacks. I remember going home smelling awfully good (think sweat and fun! A perfect combo for a summer eau de toilette). And I remember wishing the nights would be in a hurry so that I could do the same things the next day. Man, I am feeling nostalgic! I blame Regina Spektor (her music makes me nostalgic idk why) whom I was listening to on my way home from the gym.
    Anyways, point of post: I LOVE SUMMER!



  8. Sorreh couldn’t help myself

    I  can’t put into words all the feels I’m feeling right now. But just to give you an idea here’s one word that would best describe it. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! 

    There! Now that I’ve let that out. Oh wait here’s one more, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! 

    Anyways I went to watch Divergent with my friends today. I’ve been wanting to watch it since the day it came out but I still had school so no go. I finally got to watch it today and man I am flippin’ glad that I did. Seriously my insides are literally flippin. I should tell you though that I am a fangirl and when I fangirl, I fangirl thoroughly! Hahaha. Anywhoo I should end this. I need to take care of my feelings (and screams) before someone tells me to shut up. 

    Also, Hello summer!

  9. Here lies the book titles i have yet to read

  10. i love nbs so much it hurts


  11. "Strategic avoidance masked in a bitchy way. I need to change my ways."
  12. shadows, lights and image overlay 

  13. Back to SQUARE ONE. Be a better version of yourself this new year. Happy New Year everybody!


  14. Looking back on 2013

    1. 1: What did you do in 2013 that you’d never done before?
    2. I've tried the smoking duck! Tasted really good.
    3. 2: Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
    4. Didn't make any. Probaly won't!
    5. 3: Did anyone close to you give birth?
    6. My aunt but she's in the states so that doesn't count as close.
    7. 4: Did anyone close to you die?
    8. Paul Walker.
    9. 5: What countries did you visit?
    10. Hong Kong
    11. 6: What would you like to have in 2014 that you lacked in 2013?
    12. Self-confidence, self-control and cash!
    13. 7: What dates from 2013 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
    14. Last week of October, that's when I found out I passed first semester of third year.
    15. 8: What was your biggest achievement of the year?
    16. Passing first sem.
    17. 9: What was your biggest failure?
    18. Can't think of anything. I may have failed some tests but that's not exactly big.
    19. 10: Did you suffer illness or injury?
    20. I found out I have 5 lumps in my milkshake (brings all the boys in the yard...)
    21. 11: What was the best thing you bought?
    22. My toaster
    23. 12: Whose behaviour merited celebration?
    24. My brother's
    25. 13: Whose behaviour made you appalled?
    26. No one's
    27. 14: Where did most of your money go?
    28. notes or milkteas
    29. 15: What did you get really, really, really excited about?
    30. Christmas vacation
    31. 16: What song will always remind you of 2013?
    32. Innocence again by Switchfoot
    33. 17: Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c) richer or poorer?
    34. happier, thinner (thanks to school), poorer
    35. 18: What do you wish you’d done more of?
    36. exercising
    37. 19: What do you wish you’d done less of?
    38. sinning! *wink
    39. 20: How did you spend Christmas?
    40. hovering over one whole lechon and getting ready to attack the rib area
    41. 21: Did you fall in love in 2013?
    42. with a fictional character, yeah
    43. 22: What was your favourite TV program?
    44. OTH always and forever but that wasn't from this year so I'd say The Originals because Klaus
    45. 23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
    46. Funny you mentioned that word but yeah I've done a lot of hating this year.
    47. 24: What was the best book you read?
    48. Don't have one in particular
    49. 25: What was your greatest musical discovery?
    50. That Lorde was, I mean is still 16
    51. 26: What did you want and get?
    52. A nice book stand and a book light
    53. 27: What did you want and not get?
    54. A freaking planetarium
    55. 28: What was your favourite film of this year?
    56. Don't have one
    57. 29: What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
    58. Being able to draw blood successfully on the first try (uh oh nerrd)
    59. 30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2013?
    60. V-necks, skinny jeans and sneakers
    61. 31: What kept you sane?
    62. Family and Friends
    63. 32: Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
    64. Megan Fox and Liv Tyler ( the Armageddon version)
    65. 33: What political issue stirred you the most?
    66. Napoles, Binay, Roxas
    67. 34: Who did you miss?
    68. My friends Rose, Zai, Ann, my high school friends
    69. 35: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2013.
    70. Don't spend too much time on social networking sites and shut up when you've got nothing nice to say, hate all you want inside your head.
    71. 36: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
    72. I'm living again, awake and alive. I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies. (okay that doesn't really sum up my year, but I really liked that part).
  15. Dearest government of my beloved country,
    This is merely a suggestion. Can you please spend some of that infamous pork barrel funds on solar powered houses. Build decent and energy saving homes for every Filipino. Thank you.